Excited & Anxious

I'm excited to become a blogger and to finally have a way to release my inner most thoughts and to let MY heart pour out for others to listen. HOWEVER, my mind has stalled. I'm nervous, which actually brings up a very big factor about me. I tend to freeze up from time to time and let the fear of thoughts and others' judgments affect me. I know that I'm on the break through to overcome this so others can witness that in a relationship with God you shall not fear. I deal a lot with fears. HOWEVER, in taking the steps to step outside my comfort zone, writing/processing, praying and believing.. I know I will get there, because I can count on God to lead me.

I think when I get home from work I'm gonna unravel my old and past writings and thoughts to set the stage to where I am now and post those first...since I'm feeling a little nervous and unsure with where to begin and what to blog. Also these past writings will show and express my feelings as lost and that I knew I was making wrong choices and you can really see that I was yearning for something more, something better, something outstanding for my life. It will also show proof in that with God all is possible and you can truly feel confident in yourself and live a truly happy life. Anxious... but ready to share. In a way blogging will help me expose myself to the eyes of God and others, because all this information I'm giving comes truly from within.